The Cache LaPoudre River covered in snow
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Chapter 24
THE MAN IN THE TEEPEE sat up and tried to shake off the effects of the horrific nightmare. His head was swimming and his throat was raw from screaming.
“Healing, is tiring to the body, Lolotea, the Old Arapaho woman who’d taken care of him, had once told him. You must not fight sleep. You must sleep to heal.” This nightmare that had invaded his sleep was anything but healing, he thought.
Next to his straw mat, he kept a small bowl of water for drinking. Reaching out a burn scarred arm he tapped the dirt floor of the teepee in search of the bowl. Still with closed eyes, he brought the bowl of water to his lips. At first, he thought it was empty. But when he opened his eyes, he realized that the water in the bowl had frozen. How long had he slept, he wondered. For only a little while ago, the sun was high in the sky.
He crawled over to the teepee’s opening and pulled back one of the flaps and peered out. Everywhere and everything, as far as he could see, was covered in a deep layer of snow.
Exhausted, from his efforts to see her, he’d lain down to rest, thinking that he’d sleep for only an hour or so, but looking out at all the snow that had fallen, obviously, he’d slept longer than he’d anticipated.
Instead of high noon, darkness was settling over the forest. The sky was an inky blue black filled with white flecks of snow that danced in undulating waves on the wind.
He thanked God that he had three days of stored dry wood inside the teepee and some dried buffalo meat. The snow was getting deeper and the night, he knew, would be a cold one.
He was about to light a fire when the thought occurred to him, “Had Jared returned? Or was Ruby stranded alone in the cabin?”
He sat silently on the rough straw mat dealing with his internal struggle. His heart tugged at him to go – to take care of her as he’d promised he would. But the other voice said, “Don’t! She loves Jared now. She is having his child. Leave her alone.” He sat like that for a time, not knowing whether to stay or to go. Would she love him for coming to her aid or hate him for the grotesque monster he’d become? Should he risk it? It might mean his life.
Over the past three months, he’d regained most of his strength, full use of his legs, and partial use of his left arm. But he still had a ways to go. Going meant putting his life at risk. And that’s how he’d gotten injured in the first place – trying to save a woman. And what could he do for her now in his condition?
The wound to the back of his head had left him crippled on his left side. It had taken him weeks to stand and even longer to walk again. And he still did not have full use of his left arm. But the worse were the burns. When they’d rolled him off the boy, they’d rolled him in the split brandy and fire sought him out as it consumed the expensive spirits. His right hand, arm, and the right side of his face had all been burned. He was less than a full useful man and to make matters worse, he wasn’t even pretty anymore. The man bowed his head and wept momentarily at the thought of how Ruby would react to seeing him in his condition.
Last night was the first time he’d been strong enough to make the short trek there and back on his own. He hadn’t meant to frighten her but he had to see her, had to be near her.
Seeing him now the way he was would only frighten her more. He dropped his head back down to his chest and decided not to think anymore about Ruby. It was decided. He would not go.
He started gathering a few sticks from his pile of dry wood to make a fire. He drew a match from an old tin can where he kept them, struck it, and held it to the pile of dry twigs. A gust of wind from the open teepee flap blew out the match. “Damn it!” he yelled and pulled another match from the tin. This time, he covered the match’s flame with his hand, but the wind came again and blew out the flame. Lolotea would say that this was the work of Chebbeniathan, The Spider of Heaven, the Creator God of the Arapaho. It was surly a sign, and he knew it. It was decided. He would go!
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